Broken Dreams~

I have an ambition since I'm in primary school.
That is to become a Teacher.
I love chalks and blackboards since I was small.
I'm so happy when teacher ask me to copy essay on the blackboard.
I feel that teacher is a great job because can teach many students.


This ambition follow me until I was in Form 3.
My ambition changed. I love design.
I love Interior Design. So I bought lots of design magazines.
I learn how to match colour and the functions of colour.
I think I'm quite well and got a bit talent on that.
I saw many horoscope book.
It says that Taurus is suitable to become an interior designer.
I told my parents but my daddy don't allow.
He said that interior design has less market in Kuching.
Unless I want to work overseas then he allow me to take the course.


When I'm in Form 5, I duno what to be when I grow up.
I dun have any ambition left.
They encouraged me to become a teacher but.....
On that moment, I felt teacher is no longer what I want to be.
My brain went blank until I attended a seminar regarding
Hotel Management in Switzerland.
The seminar influenced me a lot. I told myself I wana become a Manager.
A famous hotel manager. I do some research on this course.
I wana study in Taylor College. One of the Best Hospitality College.
But it's in KL. I discussed with my parents and
Even went to ask for the fees and scholarships.
At last I din't go. Money problem.
Fee is not the main problem. Just the living expenses in KL.
Much more expensive than Kuching.
At last I end up study in SEGI COLLEGE. T_T


Now I'm going to graduate soon. Hopefully this year.
I talked with my beloved lecturer - Mr. Novert during breaktime this morning.
Asked him which hotel is better for working.
Where is better to continue Degree programme.
He told me KL. Yea. Of coz. KL has lots and lots of big & small hotels.
At there I can learn more things and gain more experiences.
But I dun wana leave my hubby alone here.
I'm still thinking whether to continue my Degree or not.
Diploma already so hard. Sooo many subjects need to learn.
Degree will be lot more tough than Diploma.
Thinking maybe find a job first. Hmmmm. :)