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Speechless..............................................................
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Useless

Everythings turn upside down.
Everythings not going right.
I'm ur fren but I can't do anything for u.
I'm not there when u're sad.
I'm only can asked u not to sad not to cry.
Only can say everythings gonna be fine.
Is this fren useless?
Everytime I see u cry or sad, my heart pain.
But what can I do except siting beside u and waiting u finish crying?
I'm trying to make u smile. At least ur smile can make me feel better.
But I duno how. Duno how to make u smile at this moment.

-Sad-

Pissed Off

Sorry if this post hurt any of u.
Just wana explain and express my feelings.
Yea. We are group members and should work together peacefully.
Each of us have our own part to do.
U say u can't do that much.
I'm sorry coz we put too much work for u.
U asked for help. Sure we'll help u.
U told me will send me throught mail.
Ok. Fine. I wait.
Check my mail last nite. None.
Check my mail this morning. None.
Then I'm thinking whether u not finished elaborate?
And u told me u got work today.
So I wait. Becoz still got night time we can do.
Wana explain to u 1 thing:
This morning I receive a call. I said "hello" for so many times.
Nobody answer me. I woke becoz of that call.
Of coz receive this kind of speechless call is quite angry.
Coz I thought was somebody play on the phone.
I went to toilet after hang off the phone.
Suddently my hp ring again.
So my bro answer for me. But i'm in the toilet.
And something emergency happen in the toilet. Girly things.
I can't hear the phone. I asked my bro what number is that.
Is the number that call just now.
So asked him to hang off.
I din't save ur huz number.
不知者不罪. Is that any wrong?
I dun wan to quarrel. I'm not in the good mood today.
I just wana faster finish off the stupid assignments.
Stupid assignments hurt friendship!!!!

Crocs

Teehee! Mummy bought me a pair of Crocs slippa..
Is not real Crocs but 99% like real one eh..
And it's cheap also..
My aunty sell and so many ppl buy from her..
Becoz it's a lot more cheaper than outside one..
Which is also fake one..
Tat day saw Pullman got warehouse sales..
I wana buy but it's too expensive..
It's also made from China but the price RM90++..
Now I buy from aunty only RM30..
Same same with the RM90 one..^^
Got flips too..
I wana buy but mum dun allow me to buy so many..T_T

Cute? =P

♥

Hubby just back Miri yesterday and now I'm damn miss him liao.

Start my daily life as usual again - school . online . sleep

No shopping, no out-dinner-ing..

Only 1 word to describe - BORING

Need to wait for 1 month? or 2 months to see him again?

He told me he'll be back at the end of March.

But..ticket not booked yet. So is not confirm I think.

Just wait. Waiting = Suffering ...

I still remember on December 2005.

He went China travelling with his family for 9 days.

I cried for 9 days lo. Now think back. Really funny and stupid.XD

(Everythings will be fine my dearest fren. Dun be sad.

Wana go sing-k? Jio me okay?)

Pavillion Nite

Last nite venue -Pavillion

Actually we wana go The Spring K-Box. But......Full house
Then we wana go MBO watch movie. But......Long queue
So we plan to go K11 sing K. But......Full house ALSO
Kuching suddently sooo many people.
So we go Pavillion. 1st time went there.
Becoz we usually go Core.
The guys only wear T-shirt, short pants and slippers.
And I din't make up and oso wear a collar shirt nia.
No people clubbing like this. All wear so sexy except me.
Met up many friends there. Secondary school friends, Chai chu and Siow Wei.
Drink until I drunk. Vomit and not feeling well.
I kept on laughing when I reach home but I duno why.??
Hubby wait me vomit and helped me cover blanket then he baru went home.
Hehe. Thanks biiiii!!! mUakz

2nd & 3rd day

1st day of CNY gone. 2nd day usually go out with bro's geng but this year nope.
Plan changed. We planned to go visiting on the 3rd day.
Me and hubby went shasha's huz. She gave me three bars of chocolate which she bought in Johor. Heart it so so much. Thanks sha...=)

3rd day they met up at my huz and we went Agendy's huz.
Open huz.
The food and wine were nice and is made by his mum.
Then went Ms Goh's huz follow by Mdm Lee's huz.
Three houses took us half day. The Spring is seriously crowded.

Pinky chocolate

Thankiew sha for buying me my favourite chocolate

14.Feb

Happy Chinese New Year

&
Happy Valentines' Day

Double happiness in a day.
*Gong Xi Fa Chai

*Huat arrrrrrrrr

*Heng Heng 2010

I love you my dear.

Thanks for ur present and hope u like mine too.

Photos edited by me
My favourite lily

Big purple hippo (dearie.izit same as urs?)

CNY Eve

It's 2010 Chinese New Year Eve today.
Everyone are busy as it was the day before Chinese New Year.
Nite time we have our reunion dinner together with my aunty and cousins.
My mum cooked some delicious dish.

They din't realize i'm taking pics. All busy eating.
富贵鱼- A must for reunion dinner of our family.

Tomyam prawnsss

滷鸭

五香 made by my aunty

Abalone with broccoli and mushroom

Steamboat

Curly curl~

I've done my new hair style @ Maison Monica Saloon.

The hair designer- Jaiden Sian.

Brand new look for me.
Coloured and Curl.

Sit until my butt pain.

Tired until wana sleep.

And need to wash hair for so many times.

Finally after 5 and half hours. All DONE!

At first I felt very strange of my hair and the colour.

Maybe because is the first time colour.

Then looking at the mirror for so long, I started to love it.

I'm feel I'm pretty.(si ai bin). Hahaha.

Must be confident ma. A confident lady is pretty!

Because do straightening, colouring and perming in one time.

My hair now look like dry grass. Damn dry.

I need to think ways to recover my hair.

Wana buy lots of hair products. Hmm. Money again.

Thanks Sian for helping me styling my hair.

Hehe. +++u!

:D

I bought a pair of couple polo tees as Valentines' present to dear. It costs me...T_T
I already gave it to him. He loves it. He said will wear on the 1st day of Chinese New Year.
Heeee. :D

Pink is mine;Black is his
Nice Gift box

Parkson @ The Spring

Muakz

Broken Dreams~

I have an ambition since I'm in primary school.
That is to become a Teacher.
I love chalks and blackboards since I was small.
I'm so happy when teacher ask me to copy essay on the blackboard.
I feel that teacher is a great job because can teach many students.


This ambition follow me until I was in Form 3.
My ambition changed. I love design.
I love Interior Design. So I bought lots of design magazines.
I learn how to match colour and the functions of colour.
I think I'm quite well and got a bit talent on that.
I saw many horoscope book.
It says that Taurus is suitable to become an interior designer.
I told my parents but my daddy don't allow.
He said that interior design has less market in Kuching.
Unless I want to work overseas then he allow me to take the course.


When I'm in Form 5, I duno what to be when I grow up.
I dun have any ambition left.
They encouraged me to become a teacher but.....
On that moment, I felt teacher is no longer what I want to be.
My brain went blank until I attended a seminar regarding
Hotel Management in Switzerland.
The seminar influenced me a lot. I told myself I wana become a Manager.
A famous hotel manager. I do some research on this course.
I wana study in Taylor College. One of the Best Hospitality College.
But it's in KL. I discussed with my parents and
Even went to ask for the fees and scholarships.
At last I din't go. Money problem.
Fee is not the main problem. Just the living expenses in KL.
Much more expensive than Kuching.
At last I end up study in SEGI COLLEGE. T_T


Now I'm going to graduate soon. Hopefully this year.
I talked with my beloved lecturer - Mr. Novert during breaktime this morning.
Asked him which hotel is better for working.
Where is better to continue Degree programme.
He told me KL. Yea. Of coz. KL has lots and lots of big & small hotels.
At there I can learn more things and gain more experiences.
But I dun wana leave my hubby alone here.
I'm still thinking whether to continue my Degree or not.
Diploma already so hard. Sooo many subjects need to learn.
Degree will be lot more tough than Diploma.
Thinking maybe find a job first. Hmmmm. :)

1st February

The first month of 2010 had passed and here comes the
Joyous & Romantic February. Time really flies.
A month just passed like that.
Nothing special happened during January because I passed everyday myself with laptop in front of me.
Today is the first day of February! I can smell the Chinese New Year and Valentines' atmosphere surrounding me.
All Chinese are busy preparing for CNY. Buying CNY stuffs, cleaning house, hanging red lanterns, hair styling, go shopping for clothes..
Now every shopping malls, supermarkets and even pasar malam are crowded with people.
Luckily I've bought all my clothes.
I've bought more than 6 set of clothes and 5 pairs of shoes.
My mummy not allow me to buy anymore.
I wana buy 2 more shirts but need to use own money. T_T
Nvm la. One year one time. Still got angpao. $.$
I wana buy red necktie for my dear Dudu. Hehe.
Make him look handsome. =)
Damn happy because Friday is coming.

(i'm waiting for u..Friday!)

新东方肉干

Who wana buy "bak kua" ?

New Eastern is a very popular brand in Singapore.

Their "bak kua"also taste nice.

I've the honey "bak kua" sample.

Just now tried it. Really nice and delicious.

Not expensive too.

Nice "bak kua" in a reasonable price.

Who that are interested to buy or want more information can contact me ya!

New Eastern- Your trusted brand

Teehee! New Eastern Honey Bak Kua!
Look nice rite? Don't worry! It tastes nice too!

One Day Trip

Today we went Betong visit my sis. Woke up early in the morning and we started our journey around 7am. The road not that smooth and I can't sleep in car although I'm damn tired. There were dead dogs and cats along the road. Yewww!! Smash by cars. Drove for few hours and finally reached Betong pasar. We "dapao" chicken rice for sis. Then brought to her camp. We also brought 2 big plastic bags of FOOD for her. Sat in the dewan chatting but me kept on taking photos. After two hours chatting, we said byebye to her. Daddy drove down to Serian. My grandma is sick so we went to her house. Stay for dinner. Grandma looked so tired and no energy. Hope she get well soon!! My grandma has a small vege farm and a mini garden. Many prettie flowers. My aunty gave me some to bring back. Heee. I love colourful flowers but I dun like gardening. So my mum will help me to plant. Hahaha =D

Simple but delicious dinner
Big hibiscus

My favourite Lily

Coconuts. I brought some back.

Tiny purplish

Dearie's favourite orchids.

Orangie flowers

They called this chicken shit flower - in Hakka

Dragon fruit plants

Cucumber plants

Chicks!

Biscuits for dear sis

The hall

Parents & children

(hubby will be back on next Friday ^^)

回忆

今天是玄天上帝诞辰，一如往常晚上都会有游神。
自从搬家后，我就很少看到游神了。还满怀念的呢！
想起以前在老家，游神的路途大多都会经过我家因为我家前面就是大路。 从小看到大都不会腻。
我，妹妹，弟弟，表姐，表妹和表弟一放学回家。
公公婆婆就会催我们快点冲凉吃饭。
吓唬我们如果不快点就来不及看游神了。
大概5点多6点就会听到花车，舞狮的车经过我家到庙前排队。
那时在冲着凉的我们听到有声音就会紧张一下，加快速度了。
冲好凉吃饱饭，拉了几张椅子到外面的五脚基给长辈们坐。
我们小的呢。最紧张不过了。一直探头直望游神开始了吗。
听到敲声和看到警察车的蓝色闪灯就代表游神队伍已经开始了。
声音越大代表越靠近。前面队伍通常都是拿着“肃静”牌子。
接着就是花车，舞狮队，群莺，小孩提莲灯，红新月会或童子军操步。
还有仙女分糖果给小孩们。（卫塞节游行比较多啦）
神灵都是在后面，最后就是信众拿香跟着大队走。
游神过了之后，路上都会有很多纸袋，糖纸。DBKU就在收拾了咯。
小时候我们想走远点去看，父母都不肯，怕我们乱跑。
长大了之后，就越走越远。很有满足感呢。
记得曾经跟老公一起参加游行，虽然走到满身大汗但是却很好玩。
后来几年就没有参与了，但是在游神还没开始就会叫老公陪我一起走到庙前看他们排队。有时还会嚷着叫他陪我到庙里等神明回庙。
那些日子都只能成为回忆，现在要看游神得特地驾车到巴刹。很麻烦。
下次的游神将会在农历2月22 - 相公诞。希望有机会下去看。呵呵。

Happy Birthday to Dearest Mummy

Today is my Dear Dearest Mummy's Birthday

Me and Sis bought mummy a purse

Noon I treat her Nasi Lemak Special

Actually I kongsi eat with her

Then after that I went Taka bought a cake for her

Kept it in refrigerator

Wana give her a surprise

Nite mummy treat us dinner @ Kimbay

Daddy accidentaly said that there's a cake

Mummy asked what cake

I immediately said is a small cake for my tomoro breakfast

She still said that " If ur sis here, u all baru will buy a cake and celebrate together"

I nodded

Surprise still can be keep

Hahahaha

After dinner shopping inside The Spring

Hunting for my bro's CNY clothes

Then went back home

Me and bro took out the cake

Said HappyBirthday

Gave mummy a Kiss

She sooo happy

Said that "Never thought that there's still a cake for supper"

My pretty mummy inside my heart

Happy Birthday to u

Happy Birthday to u

Happy Birthday to mummy

Happy Birthday to u

Wish mummy:

-Stay healthy

-Always young and pretty

We LOVE you forever

Our BEST mummy!!

Betong Trip

Sent my dearest sis to National Service today. We started our journey around 8.30am and having our breakfast at 101 Cafe. It tooks about 3 hours to reach Betong. Soooooo far. I never went so far before by using car. Tiring. Drop her there and wait the officer arranged room for her. Then finally need to say bye to her. Haix. Feel quite sad. My tears wana drop but I tried to hide becoz "paiseh". She never left me for so long. Now I so miss her. Nobody sleep beside me and nobody chat with me before sleep and nobody "loso" to me bout this and that for 1 month. Feel alone. She's a tough girl. I'm not like her, I dun dare go for NS although I've been selected for it. She just called back and said that she had make new friends there which the same room with her. All Chinese. Thanks God!! Pray for her. I'll go visit her at the end of Jan and will bring lotssss of delicious food for her. XD Pray for Charles too. He has been selected to Selangor camp and he's gonna fly there tomoro. Hope everything will be fine and goodluck to him! Love u two! Mwahsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

The small office
Hmm..

The activity field I think.

Randoms

I'm boring. So I try to learn some simple make up by refering to the magazines. Just satisfied with it. Women need some kind of make up when we grow older and mature. Just simple one is enough. The most difficult part is my eyes. Becoz I've one double-fold and one single-fold. I still need to improve for the eyes part. After make up, is photo session. ^^

-I hate weekdays-

Happy Birthday to Sha

Happy 20th Birthday to Shasha

Wish u all the BEST

Stay Prettie and Cutie

Smile and Happy everyday

Mwahsss

-Love you-

Result

Last semester's result had been released today. Very nervous and I'm quite worry bout my result during holidays especially my Human Resource. Plus Monday during MTP class, Ms. Diana said dearie done well but she dun remember mine. So I thought that maybe mine is lousy so she din't keep on mind. But today's result I'm quite satisfied. At least I can put down the big stone in my heart. Huuu.....

*Dearie, everything will be FINE. Dun worry so much.

T_T

My dear hubby is back today. Need to wait again. Waiting for 5th February. Waiting for him to come back and bring me out. Time will passed very fast. I believe a month is short and easy to pass. Study, Online, Playing pet-society will accompany me to pass the time. This December holiday is the happiest holiday that I ever had. Vacation allow me to stick with my hubby for 24 hours for 7 days. I'm already very satisfied. =D Mwahss. Missssssssss u ya! Take care my dear!

A Happy Day

:: Morning ::

School starts today. It's Principles of Management aka MTP. Lecturer is Miss Diana. Yea. It's her again. Met my dearie. Haha XD Two weeks din't saw her liao. So we chit-chat a lot.

:: Noon ::

After school, hubby pick me up. Actually wana go for lunch but I miss my sis so I went back home. They were prepared to go Sematan. My sis had been selected for National Service at Betong but she dun wan and she wana go Sematan. So, hubby fetch me to Sematan. Hehe. My parents followed my sis's bf aka Charles car. His daddy is a smiling and kind guy. I strongly agreed and if u know him, u'll agreed with me too! It's quite a long journey. Pity with my baby coz he need to drive for so long. Over 100+ km. I'm enjoying inside the car, looking thru the mirror and enjoy the scenary along the journey. After a long story (lazy to split here), Charles's daddy treated us seafood. He ordered too many until we can't finished the food. Chilli crabs, asam curry fish, chicken (damn yummy), fried mee and lot more. Full full after eating. Then we went drove home. I saw sunset along the journey back home. Hubby said will bring me again for one day trip. YeaHeeeee.

:: Night ::

-Gathering-. It's to celebrate Sha's early 20th birthday. Hope she likes the present that me and hubby gave. I think for so long of what to buy for her. And finally I bought it. Haha :D A happy and enjoyable night.

Dear, I wana celebrate my birthday too. Do u hear me? @@

2010

It's the 1st day of 2010. Last night was new year eve. I've my dinner with hubby at TopSpot. Cereal prawn, o-jian, tomyam seafood soup and blackpepper crabs. After dinner, went back and changed my clothes but I din't go clubbing last nite. Too bad. Know where I go? Boouuleevaard. Went there countdown. -Traffic jam- It's still early for countdown so we went inside shopping first. KATE cosmetics big sales! I wana buy eye liner only but the promoter said that if I buy up to RM150 then I can join lucky draw. Sure will have at least RM50 present. Hubby said he buy for me. Haha XD At last I bought eye liner, eye shadow, cleansing oil, cleanser, toner, moisturizer, glitter eye shadow and lipstick. And my lucky draw presents are body shampoo, shampoo and conditioner which cost around RM60+. Besides that, I also got make-up voucher and also 4 glass plates. Thanks hubby for my new year present. Mwahss.. We enjoyed the fireworks together. Then went home.

I've passed my 2009 with happiness-sadness-colourful-dullness.
I want my 2010 to have more happiness than sadness.
I'm going to reach 20 years old soon.
I hope hubby will be here during my birthday. Last year he din't.
Only my bro geng celebrate birthday with me.
I wish all my friends, brothers, mine and hubby's families have a pleasurable year ahead.
Only happiness, lucky and surprise surround them.
I've passed the 5th new year with dear hubby and I wish every new year can passed with you too! Mwahs. Love you!

Bye bye 2009 ='(= Happy 2010